I’m already 28 and still single. Like any other ladies out there, I’ve always dreamed of a perfect wedding. But as time passed by, just being with the person I love is what my perfect wedding is supposed to be.
But, as 2013 welcomed me, I guess the dream that I always wanted we’ll be just a dream. I guess I hold on to the fact that we have a daughter and thus he wouldn’t leave me, that’s where I was wrong. He did. He left. I always thought that he love me, but I guess I’m the only one who thought of it. Cause if he did love me he wouldn’t do that to me.
Valentine’s approaches and I’m waiting for him to give her flowers. Instead of me, one week to go, stress is killing me, March is just around the corner, waiting for me. What lies in my future is awfully blurry. 😦
The plans we had talked about would probably be granted but not with me, with the girl he now loves probably. 🙂 10 years with testing our love down to drain, so much sacrifices and effort that I made, and still making those just to save a relationship that I have no idea where will go.
If by March nothing happens I guess it’s time to let go, be happy and be contented. And hopefully find a replacement father that my daughter can call Dad 🙂 I know guys tend to not let their step child call them Dad but to all men you should know by now that kids call them when they think you’re special. It’s his turn to decide whether to chase for us and be content with both of us or go for the girl who thought he’s single and probably flirted with him.
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Perfect wedding, no longer perfect.